christmas is so much worse as you get older it’s like “what do you want this year?” “a sense of purpose”
"a career" "financial security" "a sex life" "tuition for grad school" "alcohol" "a nap" "socks would be nice"
i get so nervous thinking about the fact that theres someone out there who will love me so much they will want to spend their entire life with me. im just me. why would you want that. whoever you are, i cannot wait until you are in my life.